世界唯一的我: May 2010

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

原來我从未习慣你已不在我身旁

花生仔 =p
2:31 AM

Monday, May 24, 2010

打排球就是一种快樂
要珍惜比赛
珍惜每一分
不要輕易的放弃每一個球
千万别給自己人生留下遺憾

- 沈琼 (中國男排队長)

花生仔 =p
10:45 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2010

到底我是做錯了什麽讓你對我如此的冷漠？

我爲你付出的這一切難道你都没感覺到嗎？

是你心裡已有了别人還是你嫌我對你不足？

給你的愛都發自内心
對你的付出也从不怨悔
你到底還想要我怎様呢？

你一聲不响的走了
把我的快樂一起統統都带走了！

你的心是用冰雕的嗎？
那麽的冷那麽的殘酷
你可有想過我的感受嗎？

幸福如履薄冰
一点也没錯
你就是我的幸福
就像冰块似的薄薄一片
你離開了
幸福也跟着溶化掉了

我跌倒過
又带着勇气爬起來
但最後還是又跌下去了
我還有力气再站起來嗎？

花生仔 =p
1:01 AM

Monday, May 17, 2010

Volleyball A Division Boys' Final
Nanyang JC vs Hwa Chong Institution
2:3

It was a fantastically fight against the HC boys
Though we lost 3 sets to zero to them
The Nanyang's Spirit never die!

The moment I stepped into the sports hall
I saw the volleyballers and supporters from NYJC
I felt a sense of belonging again!

Indeed it brought back the sweet memories to me
Still remember the days when we had only outdoor courts in school
We had to use the indoor court from PHS, Sembawang Sec and Dunman Sec to train
'Cos Shen Jiao Lian was still coaching in those schools then
Remember every Saturdays the seniors would come back and play with us
Then dinner at the coffee shop outside the school
We would order our favourite fried rice with egg from the Tze Cha store
Then we would head to McDonald in Serangoon Central for drinks and chit chat
Waited to catch the last bus home from the bus interchange
Time really flies...

I miss those days
When we were still young and carefree
I miss the training from Shen Jiao Lian
I miss the outdoor court when we would lie down and look at the stars at night
I miss the old PE Dept when we would hide in there after training
I miss the track when we were told to run every after Saturday's training
I miss the seniors
I miss the jokes we had and burst into laughter
then everybody in the Mac started to have their eyes on us

A wave of nostalgia just hit on me
How I wish I could turn the time back and return to the past

I wonder how is everyone now...
南初我們的白云崗

花生仔 =p
12:37 AM

Thursday, May 13, 2010

It's supposed to be our 4th month anniversary today
I planned to have dinner with you but you said that we will decide it on a later date
Then I asked you again yesterday, you said you can't make it
You did not give me the reason why you couldn't make it
Waited for your sms the whole evening
No reply from you until now (2335 hrs)
Asked where did you go
And your reply was, "outside".
I also know you went out

If not ouside then inside??!!
Can't you just tell me where you went?
And Who you went out with?
Is that so difficult for you to say it out?
I just wanna know
'Cos I care!
'Cos I need assurance!
Can't you just spare a thought for me?
I'm a human being too!
I have feelings!
I have the fucking feelings too!!!
Even bastards are born with feelings!
Even animals are born with feelings!
SO DO I!!!!!!!!!

花生仔 =p
11:38 PM

Monday, May 03, 2010

謝謝你陪我度過美好的一天
今天我過得很開心
在电影院裡在巴士上
我們的肩靠着肩
感覺你是如此的貼近着我
但我知道你的心永遠都离我那麽的遠

看見你手上的傷
痛在你手裡
卻傷在我心裡
你知道嗎？

我們的關系
多過友情
但到不了愛情

很想要和你在一起
可我知道我不是你心中的那個人
你心中的枷鎖我無法打開
我尽力了

感覺很疲惫了
就讓風把我輕輕的吹走吧...

花生仔 =p
2:29 AM

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