Saturday, October 25, 2008
Saw this picture online....Primary School Senior Boy's Final
Can't remember which website i went to
But doesn't that Pei Chun guy look familiar?
ADALRIC?!?!?!
花生仔 =p
1:31 AM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
JS:
"You coming training?"
Me:
"Nope. I thought i have told HC to inform you already?"
JS:
"Why you not coming?"
Me:
"I ate something wrong, whole body swollen and rashes all over."
JS:
"Okie. Anyway coach say that you do not need to come for training le.
He's Pairing mark and hongchuan. He wants you to concentrate on indoor."
Ain't that a load of craps??!!
Just because i missed a few trainings and i gotta get "kicked out"?
I have valid reasons for not attending trainings not that i was fooling around
I even went training even though i was sick
But for tonight, im having rashes...
How can i possibly go for training??
And i did inform JS that this month i will be quite busy
and will miss a few sessions of training
In the beginning, you wanted HC and me to go beach to train our stamina
Later you thought we could actually form a team to participate in the tournaments next year
We didn't agree to anything but just nodded as you're the coach
You make all the decision.
But what about now?
You take me like a fool?!
I have done my part as a player for beach and as a kpo captain for indoor
if my effort doesn't seem to be appreciated
I'm not gonna care anymore!
"You coming training?"
Me:
"Nope. I thought i have told HC to inform you already?"
JS:
"Why you not coming?"
Me:
"I ate something wrong, whole body swollen and rashes all over."
JS:
"Okie. Anyway coach say that you do not need to come for training le.
He's Pairing mark and hongchuan. He wants you to concentrate on indoor."
Ain't that a load of craps??!!
Just because i missed a few trainings and i gotta get "kicked out"?
I have valid reasons for not attending trainings not that i was fooling around
I even went training even though i was sick
But for tonight, im having rashes...
How can i possibly go for training??
And i did inform JS that this month i will be quite busy
and will miss a few sessions of training
In the beginning, you wanted HC and me to go beach to train our stamina
Later you thought we could actually form a team to participate in the tournaments next year
We didn't agree to anything but just nodded as you're the coach
You make all the decision.
But what about now?
You take me like a fool?!
I have done my part as a player for beach and as a kpo captain for indoor
if my effort doesn't seem to be appreciated
I'm not gonna care anymore!
花生仔 =p
12:24 AM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
四川大地震已经快要五个月了但人们的心中都无法忘记地震给全球华人带来的悲痛
尤其是那些在地震中失去挚爱的难民
时间飞逝 可那些遇难者却是度日如年
失去爸妈的孩子
和
失去孩子的爸妈
他们将来的日子里还会有幸福吗？
他们心灵的创伤
灾难后的阴影
有谁能替代呢？
今天下午在看YouTube时
就看到一则新闻迅说母爱感人的一段
在灾难时有个母亲为了救自己三到四个月大的孩子
她双膝跪在地上
整个上身向前匍匐着
双手扶着地支撑着身体
有些像古人行跪拜礼
只是身体被压得变形了
她就这么的跪着用自己的身躯来遮护自己的孩子
当救护人员赶到时母亲已经身亡在废墟中
但孩子却仍然无伤
孩子被送到医院检查时
医生在孩子的包囊中找到一台手机
上面还留了一则短讯
“亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活着，一定要记住我爱你”
之后也在网上看到了有人写了那么一首歌
献给罹难的小天使
（取之一小部分的歌词）
妈妈
别担忧
天堂的路有些挤
有很多同学朋友
我们说不哭
哪一个人的妈妈都是我们的妈妈
哪一个孩子都是妈妈的孩子
没有我的日子
你把爱给活的孩子吧
妈妈
你别哭
泪光照亮不了我们的路
让我们自己慢慢的走
妈妈
我会记住你和爸爸的模样
记住我们的约定
来生一起走
妈妈，你别哭，我去了天堂
。花生仔 =p
10:40 PM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
4th day in hellI wanna get outta hell soon
Still fighting hard and strong
It's tough but i know i can do it
Nothing ever fails me
It's all in the mind!
God bless me...
花生仔 =p
12:30 PM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
October 1st 2008
My life gonna be different from this day onwards
Maybe not physically change, but mentally.
At first i thought, this could be a "joke" created by God
It seems like the "joke" has became a reality.
Im waking up from the reality now
What have i done to deserve all these cruelties and sufferings?
All i want is to lead a simple life...
Why must Heaven create such path for me to take?
Others say we create our own way our own path in life
It may seem like it but can we really control our fate?
Did some reflection on what i have been through in my life so far
I wanna thank my friends that have always been there for me
My brothers,
you guys are always there for me
Be it during training or competition
Always bear with me for my lousy attitude
I don't blame you guys for not keeping your promise to reach our goal
Your work comes first, your girlfriend comes first, your family comes first
I have no rights to stop you guys to persus your happiness
Even though it's tiring for me to carry on the mission alone
At least i know, you guys are doing well and happy with lives
Thus, i shall continue with the mission alone 'cos thats my happiness!
My sistas,
Thanks for being there when i need you all the most
Always there to encourage me to move on and seek positive thinking
You know, i love you all!
My loved one,
Im grateful that you stay on for me even after you know what has happened
You forgive me for my wrongdoings
You teach me right from wrong
You give me the sense of security
You heal me from my past and bring me new live
You love me for who i am...
For all these you have done for me
All i can say from the bottom of my heart
I love you!
One last person in my mind...
I thought time has healed my wound
I thought i would have forgotten you after all these while
My life gonna be different from this day onwards
Maybe not physically change, but mentally.
At first i thought, this could be a "joke" created by God
It seems like the "joke" has became a reality.
Im waking up from the reality now
What have i done to deserve all these cruelties and sufferings?
All i want is to lead a simple life...
Why must Heaven create such path for me to take?
Others say we create our own way our own path in life
It may seem like it but can we really control our fate?
Did some reflection on what i have been through in my life so far
I wanna thank my friends that have always been there for me
My brothers,
you guys are always there for me
Be it during training or competition
Always bear with me for my lousy attitude
I don't blame you guys for not keeping your promise to reach our goal
Your work comes first, your girlfriend comes first, your family comes first
I have no rights to stop you guys to persus your happiness
Even though it's tiring for me to carry on the mission alone
At least i know, you guys are doing well and happy with lives
Thus, i shall continue with the mission alone 'cos thats my happiness!
My sistas,
Thanks for being there when i need you all the most
Always there to encourage me to move on and seek positive thinking
You know, i love you all!
My loved one,
Im grateful that you stay on for me even after you know what has happened
You forgive me for my wrongdoings
You teach me right from wrong
You give me the sense of security
You heal me from my past and bring me new live
You love me for who i am...
For all these you have done for me
All i can say from the bottom of my heart
I love you!
One last person in my mind...
I thought time has healed my wound
I thought i would have forgotten you after all these while
I thought my life could have been better after you left
I was wrong
I hear songs that remind me of us
I go back to school and that reminds me of us during school days
The day we first met
How i injured your finger and how i got a hanaplast for you
How i got your number
How i asked you out
The first new year we spent together
The first Valentine's day we spent together
The first hug we had
The first kiss we had
The first quarrel we had
The first drop of tear i dropped for you
The first neo-print we took
The first sms i sent to you on my new phone
And the park we used to hang out near your house
I sent you back after training, but you didnt wanna go home
You wanted to spend more time with me and i enjoyed it
Even i had to miss my last bus and walked back home alone
Till today i can still remember very clearly how we got it started
The lunch at your place
The spring chicken
The living room
The bedroom
Every single scene is still so clear in my mind
I tried to forget you but its hard
Until i read a book recently
It says,
"Its not about forgetting the love, but about remembering the love"
Why do i have to remember our love when you walked out on me?
Is it because you are my "first love" and its so hard for me to get over it?
I don't know and don't wanna know either
I'm happy (maybe) with my life now
And hope you, too, are happy with yours.
I will conquer fate and win the battle, i defintely will...
For i believe in God and myself!
I was wrong
I hear songs that remind me of us
I go back to school and that reminds me of us during school days
The day we first met
How i injured your finger and how i got a hanaplast for you
How i got your number
How i asked you out
The first new year we spent together
The first Valentine's day we spent together
The first hug we had
The first kiss we had
The first quarrel we had
The first drop of tear i dropped for you
The first neo-print we took
The first sms i sent to you on my new phone
And the park we used to hang out near your house
I sent you back after training, but you didnt wanna go home
You wanted to spend more time with me and i enjoyed it
Even i had to miss my last bus and walked back home alone
Till today i can still remember very clearly how we got it started
The lunch at your place
The spring chicken
The living room
The bedroom
Every single scene is still so clear in my mind
I tried to forget you but its hard
Until i read a book recently
It says,
"Its not about forgetting the love, but about remembering the love"
Why do i have to remember our love when you walked out on me?
Is it because you are my "first love" and its so hard for me to get over it?
I don't know and don't wanna know either
I'm happy (maybe) with my life now
And hope you, too, are happy with yours.
I will conquer fate and win the battle, i defintely will...
For i believe in God and myself!
花生仔 =p
12:34 AM
