Saturday, August 26, 2006
梦想随灰飞, 希望如烟灭.
强忍泪水流, 心里悲痛在.
委屈即难忍, 自尊更难受.
愤怒虽极度, 无人可埋怨.
无眠又无休, 废寝又忘食.
缘分已尽了, 解散是之时!
强忍泪水流, 心里悲痛在.
委屈即难忍, 自尊更难受.
愤怒虽极度, 无人可埋怨.
无眠又无休, 废寝又忘食.
缘分已尽了, 解散是之时!
花生仔 =p
4:10 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Playing against SAFSA, again, in the Semi Finals tomorrow, and International Khakis will be playing with V-Alliance(aka Hwa Chong Old Boys). *Grinz* Time to revenge!! Won't let them get us this time. Dear Ti Gong, please bless me and may my ankle heals in time for my tourny.
花生仔 =p
5:54 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Beat Volleysport and got into Semis, but i'm not happy at all. I'M FUCKING PISSED WITH MY COACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woke up fucking early to prepare myself for the fucking game, rubbed my fucking ankle to make it felt better. Getting all ready for the fucking game and i was so fucking psyched up, in the end all i did was to warm that fucking bench!! THANK YOU!!
I have lost confident in myself, i have lost confident in the team. I WILL NOT wanna play in the semis or even if the team gets into finals, count me out PLEASE, I'M NOT INTERESTED TO PLAY ANYMORE!!! I will play very badly, worse than before, if you insist in getting me to play. I will make sure the team LOSE because of me! TRY ME!!!
Why asked me when you didn't have the intention to let me play? Didn't i tell you that if my ankle hurt during warm up then i would shut my fuck up and sit on the bench quietly? But i was okay, ankle wasn't hurt at all. I could walk, i could run and i could jump. You didn't even let me try it out and how did you know that i could not make it? It's my damn ankle, i know it better than anyone else does! You just broke the confident in me...
And thanks, our dear captain didn't even bother to call me and ask what had happened. I will not leave just like that if my soul and pride is not hurt. Yes, i'm egoistic. That's me!
花生仔 =p
4:16 PM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
It was one of the exciting and memoriable games we had last night, and i was an audience for once sitting outside cheering for my team. We beat V-Alliance, aka Hwa Chong Alumni, in a straight three sets. It was rather a close fight game for us, in the beginning of the three sets our opponent was leading the scores and we managed to fight back and overwhelmed them. Our next match will be on Sunday, which is tomorrow, 1045hrs vs Volleysport.
Results for yesterday,
Group X: Police beat V-Alliance (3-0)
Volleysport beat MYSG (3-1)
Group Y: TP(1) beat IK (3-1)
Safsa beat Voleiboi (3-0)
p.s. people commented that the finals will be V-Alliance vs IK, but now i doubt so.
花生仔 =p
11:24 AM
Friday, August 18, 2006
"This is Bear...He passed away April 22nd 2004, and our family will never be the same...He was only 8 yrs old and he died on our bed (his favorite place to be) only after he kissed my husb and I before his heart stopped...We miss him SO VERY MUCH, and I cannot imagine life without him..."Saw this post on a Golden Retriever webby. 狗比人还要有感情.
花生仔 =p
2:03 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
My Volleyball khakis and buddies. Volleyball, a sport not only about strategies and skills, it's about FRIENDSHIP too! Volleyball has brought me fate to know my friends. Volleyball has watched me grown up. Volleyball has accompanied me when i was a lonely soul. Volleyball has healed me when i was hurt deep in my heart. Volleyball has gone through ups and downs with me. Oh, Volleyball I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!
Looking through the net, the sound around me begins to fade. As the first whistle blows, my purpose in life is altered. My existence here on Earth is now being evaluated through a single struggle: Staying between the ball and the floor. Though a constant struggle, it is a struggle I love to win, and will win. I achieve this through stealing victories from a floor that doesn't know limits to greed. In a game of anticipation and quick reactions, I cannot allow the ball to hit the floor. I drum up all of my will and energy to get every ball, remembering that saving a ball is like keeping a dream alive. I push my body to reach as far as it can reach, jump as high as it can jump, dive as far as it can dive, reminding myself that this is a small price to pay for a game that has given me so much. And when my body hits the floor so the ball does not, I realize I have won the battle. As the last whistle blows and the game has ended, I glare back at the lonely ball, grateful that it will soon join me again in my dreams on the court.
花生仔 =p
4:21 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Woo!! Bought LeeHom's 盖世英雄 album (2DVD + 2CD) from CD RAMA. Cool!! It contains all my favourite songs of LeeHom. Wondering when is he having another concert again, missed the last one in Taipei.
Watched "An American Haunting" today at Tampines Mall. Sad to say it's quite a "yuckie" show with no story line.
Seen sinseh again today, the rubbing part was hell!! Ankle got better and the swelling had reduced, so i guess it still quite worth it to endure the few minutes in hell. Two more days before the quarters starting. God, please heal my ankle before my games.
(oh, someone commented that i look like LeeHom, the one on the cover holding on to the mike!!) *muahaha* erm...thank you, i appreciate that comment. =p
花生仔 =p
10:03 PM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Dig out my old photos and put them into one whole piece!!
See how much i have changed during the past few years.
No difference?! *muahaha*
Peanut boy becomes peanut man!!
I think peanut butter tastes better, but i don't taste that bad either.
>_<
花生仔 =p
11:58 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
爱情有时候不是说爱就能爱，尽管我们曾经相爱过，但是一时的冲动迷惘还是纯真的爱恋，有时候难以在现实中做区分。其实感情的世界就是这样，有缘无份的感情太多。在爱情里，没有心痛过又怎能说爱过呢? 为了感情想不开是一件很傻的事情，尽管我也曾经傻过，但你离开了，有谁会为你伤心难过? 爱你的人? 还是讨厌你的人? 留下的是遗憾，先走的不一定是背叛! 尽管今天他选择了他不一样的未来，能受到父母的祝福，这样不是也不错吗?
前前后后我来去追寻我们的回忆，寻回的只有我的泪水. 我们一直以来都使用这种方式默默的爱着对方，老天爷或许只是将我们退回最原始的起点，让我们有一次重生的机会，拥有过这段美好的回忆。自己的路自己想好怎么走，该把握的及时把握，爱情不是说来就来，说走就走!! 没有把握!! 却永远不会拥有!!
前前后后我来去追寻我们的回忆，寻回的只有我的泪水. 我们一直以来都使用这种方式默默的爱着对方，老天爷或许只是将我们退回最原始的起点，让我们有一次重生的机会，拥有过这段美好的回忆。自己的路自己想好怎么走，该把握的及时把握，爱情不是说来就来，说走就走!! 没有把握!! 却永远不会拥有!!
花生仔 =p
4:11 PM
AArgh...Spained my right ankle, that's it for my Friday's game. Against Hwa Chong Old Boys, it's an important game to me and now i have no idea whether do i still get the chance to stand in the court.
Owell, i think it doesn't affect much at all.
With or without me the team can still do well.
*OUCH!!!* MY ANKLE HURTS!!!
花生仔 =p
12:01 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Beat V Team today and got into quarter finals. Boring game, 'cos i played very badly and not up to my standard. What happened to me recently, wasn't on form and no stamina to play at all. First ball sucks, service sucks, attack sucks, setting sucks, defend sucks...i'm like so useless now. Been doing weights for the past few months yet i don't see any difference in me. What's exactly going on with me and my body. Sigh!!!
Men's Quarter Finals Groupings:
Group X: V-Alliance, Volleysport, MYSG, PSA
Group Y: SAFSA, IK, TP(1), Voleiboi
First game will be starting on Friday 1845hrs for both groups.
花生仔 =p
5:14 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
Acted by Jennifer Love Hewitt(Melinda Gordon), David Conrad(Jim Clancy) and Aisha Tyler(Andrea Moreno).
It's a drama series worths watching. Saw today's episode, very touching. About this boy needed Jennifer's(Ghost Psychic) help in searching for his biological mother after his death. Can't really remember all the details so not gonna talk much on that. All i can say is, great!!
Hey! It's my third post of the day. I'm really getting bored to death, eh!! *yawnx*
花生仔 =p
11:29 PM
I'm feeling so bored!! Nothing to do, nowhere to go, all i have been doing the whole day is lying on my bed playing with lappy. The only time i move my butt away from my bed is when i'm getting my lunch and dinner. I'm of no different to a paralyze patient. Now i know why my back hurts so much nowadays, not 'cos i'm getting senile but i've been sticking to my bed for too long! Hmmm...like 20 outta 24 hours a day. Muahaha!! Other than chatting on MSN with friends, i try to do some editing for my blog too. See!!! Cute blog, eh?! Thanks to Roni and Simon otherwise i still have to bear with that ugly background for my blog. I really have nothing to do so i'm here posting again. >_<
Took this picture the week before in KL. Went together with my police team for friendlies. Both men and women teams went, plus two NPCC girls. (sorry! i mean one boy and one girl)
Ken is so sneaky, hiding behind us.
People, my game is on coming Sunday 1400hrs, Hougang Sports Hall. Any supporters??
花生仔 =p
9:03 PM
人海茫茫, 我遇上了你, 然后失去你.
我知道最终我还是要走的, 我一直都这样提醒自己.
好让自己在明天醒来的时候喜欢你少一点.
在离开的时候可以轻松一点.
喜欢你走路的样子, 喜欢你坐着的样子,
喜欢你太阳下的样子, 喜欢你雨中的样子.
能跟你一起看彩虹, 是一种幸福.
你知道...以后我是再也不会坐这儿等你了.
害怕, 原来是会在身体里边蔓延, 像瘟疫.
人海茫茫, 如果我可以再次遇上你...
花生仔 =p
6:11 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Muahaha...Simon drew me this, damn cute. Hey! i don't have such a long hair man, but i'm keeping it long now. Thanks 死仔包！Oh you forgot to add my jersey number. =p花生仔 =p
1:27 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Thanks to Tik Ying our gathering went on smoothly though many of them didn't turn up due to their work and personal involvement. Met up with the guys at Bugis and we headed to Can Cafe for our coffee. Had not seen them for quite a while, roughly a year i guess, and everyone seemed to be doing great. The girls even discussed about getting married within the next few years. Gosh! I think i'm either the last or never. Don't worry people, i won't surprise you with "shot-gun". Haha...you people can have my reassurance for that.I was really having so much fun with them, especially with their crappy jokes. Never forgotten about "Lamest Club" and "笑队". The Jokes we used to crack and the laughter we used to hear in the class. It really filled me with nostalgia hearing all these again. =]
Again, we were gossiping about some people in our class. Eg. Wally and Cinderella, Kwun Tsun and Tik Ying, Simon and Yan Jun...blah blah blah! (They will never leave our gossiping topics one.) *muahaha* Oh please Esther, I'm not a "花花公子" for god sake!! I did not change my girlfriends just like changing my clothings. I'm an angel, okay?! =D
Erm...for those who want to know whether Kwun Tsun and Wally are gays, go and find out yourself! This is too personal!!! *laughs out loud*
Had another gathering on Monday(for those who couldn't make it on Saturday) but i couldn't make it 'cos i was sick, down with flu and diarrhoea. Bad diarrhoea... =(
Oh, it's Singapore Open now! Played with Safsa(lost 2-3), Combined Schools(won 3-0) and Huang Engineering(won 3-0) so far. Will be playing with V-Team this Sunday and after that will be proceeding for our quarter finals next week. Hoping to get into final with Safsa. May be my last year playing for Police Team, forming my own team with my former National Youth teammates next year to compete in the Open. To be confirmed again with them.
Shall stop here. Sorry people, i have no idea what has happened to my previous blog, thus gotta create this new one here. Enjoy!! =p
花生仔 =p
10:52 PM
