Monday, January 29, 2007

谁改变了我的世界
没有方向没有日夜
我看着天这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
谁改变了我的世界
没有方向没有日夜
我看着天这一刻在想你
是否会对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
(#)想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明(#)
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
这是我对你爱的累积
花生仔 =p
6:37 PM


花生仔 =p
3:36 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
2006 was bad enough for me and I'm glad it was over, but 2007 isn't that good after all. Had a bad start. Lot of disappointments. Maybe the problem lies in me. I'm just a simple person who likes to have surprises. But everytime my surprises turn into disappointments. eg.1gal: hey boy, we are getting g***e a crumple bag for her birthday, you wanna chip in ten bucks?me: ok sure.she remembers others' birthday, remembers to get pressies for others but never got me one, not even a birthday card, for my birthday last year...i bought her a heart shape candle with rainbow colour when it's lighted, a bear with lot of little stars folded by me. I was outside her house till the clock striked 12am and i rang her to give her a surprise. Apparently it didn't surprise her at all.eg.2 (in gucci shop)E***e: this wallet doesn't suit you but if you like it i will get it as a x'mas for you.me: since you said it doesn't suit me then i will go look for other designs. (thinking that E would surprise me)The next day E went to Orchard, thinking that E was going to get that wallet for me to give me a surprise. But... *disappointed* I bought the wallet on my own then. =(eg.3me: hey you wanna join the surf and sweat beach volleyball?kh: zy asked me last night and i'm joining his team.me: tot we agreed to play with our own team for all the beach volleyball 4-4 tournies that we formed 2 years back.kh: ya, but nobody asked so i thought not participating.me: fine, whatever. never mind.Both are my buddies. Zy asked kh but NOT me!!! So I'm outcast, I guess. I can't be bothered anymore. I thought they were my true friends. I'm just being NAIVE!Too many disappointments in life...but well, life still goes on. I should be doing my count down. maybe another 4 to 6 years more before my days are up. E told me to look at things positively so that good things would be attracted to me. I tried, it doesn't seem to work on me. Maybe 'cos of different religious. Blame it on my attitude. Too bad I'm born with attitude. I tried to control my temper but you are still not satisfied. I'm unreasonable. YES! I'm childish. YES! I'm attitude. YES! It's always me and me and me...always my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!! 花生仔 =p
4:52 PM