Sunday, August 20, 2006$BlogItemTitle$>
Beat Volleysport and got into Semis, but i'm not happy at all. I'M FUCKING PISSED WITH MY COACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woke up fucking early to prepare myself for the fucking game, rubbed my fucking ankle to make it felt better. Getting all ready for the fucking game and i was so fucking psyched up, in the end all i did was to warm that fucking bench!! THANK YOU!! I have lost confident in myself, i have lost confident in the team. I WILL NOT wanna play in the semis or even if the team gets into finals, count me out PLEASE, I'M NOT INTERESTED TO PLAY ANYMORE!!! I will play very badly, worse than before, if you insist in getting me to play. I will make sure the team LOSE because of me! TRY ME!!!Why asked me when you didn't have the intention to let me play? Didn't i tell you that if my ankle hurt during warm up then i would shut my fuck up and sit on the bench quietly? But i was okay, ankle wasn't hurt at all. I could walk, i could run and i could jump. You didn't even let me try it out and how did you know that i could not make it? It's my damn ankle, i know it better than anyone else does! You just broke the confident in me...And thanks, our dear captain didn't even bother to call me and ask what had happened. I will not leave just like that if my soul and pride is not hurt. Yes, i'm egoistic. That's me! 花生仔 =p
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